Praise!

We got our planed tickets Friday and it felt so good.  We also got a pretty good deal too.  We were told the price could range from $1,100 to $2,000 for one ticket and we ended up paying $1,199.  I was very thankful.  We fly Delta out of Nashville and change planes in Detroit for the long flight to Beijing.  I am also very thankful that the Gavigant family will be on the same flights as us.  They are another family we have met through A Helping Hand Adoption Agency.  What a blessing they have been.  Thank you Lord.  When we leave Guangzhou on the 1st of December, we will drive to Hong Kong and stay at the Regal Airport Hotel and fly out the next morning for Detroit and then Nashville.  I also want to thank God for providing ALL the money we will need for our jouney.  He's been so good.....so faithful.....so constant.  I know I don't ALWAYS feel Him.....but I know He is there, workin it out for our good.  I saw a sign a few weeks back that said, "True Faith needs no Feelings to rest upon."  My flesh always wants to go on FEELINGS......Big NO NO!  I really haven't had many doubts about this whole adoption since He made it clear to me in His word....but satan has slipped into my mind this week and made me question it all over again.  He tells me that I am not a good mother, and that I have no clue what I am doing.  He also tells me that I can't raise godly children and that I am going to make a big mess out of this family.  I hate him with a fierce passion.  I really do.  I will be so glad to get him off my back for good......and I know that day is coming, PRAISE GOD!  I've read The Book and I know he looses.

"These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace.  In the world ye shall have tribulation:  but be of good cheer; I HAVE OVERCOME THE WORLD."